Very sorry to hear about Henry, Robert. Of all the things that happen and we say, "it's only a car" or "it's only this or that, it can be replaced" - some things can never be replaced. We are left with unforgettable memories but also an unfillable hole. We move on and it gets easier, or at least less constant.

Take some time off, reflect, remember - be careful in the shop while you are not thinking 100% about your work.